Well, I had a really good first interview on Wednesday, followed by a second interview that I left feeling far less confident about. It is a really good opportunity that could make my life so much better. Less hours and working for better people. OK, so it would be a little less money, but I would save almost as much by not having to commute into NYC.
Will just have to cross my fingers and see what happens. I am supposed to get a call one way or the other tomorrow.
In the mean time what I am struggling with most is how to deal with LatteGirl. I do not want to give her my stress, but by the same token I have never lied to her. Oh sure, I have omitted things, evaded questions, but never outright lied to her about things. She has of coursed queried as to why I have been home so much more, and while I have told her, “I am looking for a better job” which is true, it is obviously omitting. I feel bad about it, but on the other hand, I feel that she doesn’t need to know EVERYTHING… at least not yet. Does she? Am I silly for even feeling bad about it?
Oh well, thank goodness it is Thursday. Perhaps bowling will take my mind off of things and get me to relax just a little. I don’t like the feeling of uncertainty.